Sunday, April 17, 2011

TEARDROPS

So I just found out that Justin died this morning after falling off something at his film shoot. I was wondering why Lucy wasn't getting back to me today and now I just feel terrible knowing. I don't know how they are going to be able to deal with cleaning out his room. For some reason that is what I keep thinking about, the things he left behind. But I guess that is always what you think about when someone dies because they are leaving you. Its so awful and terrible and tragic and unexpected and fucked up and weird. I was just watching a movie with him at Lucy's. I woke up to him laughing at Toy Story 3 and now two days later he's gone and I am opening a formal email from the school with the announcement of his death. I got to the part about "those who knew and loved him" before I started crying. It doesn't feel real. I already had to go through this earlier this year with Grace. That service was really hard to get through. It will never make sense, why these people I know have died. Its scary that Justin was on a film shoot. I just want to hug Lucy.

A QUICK ONE

So this video is social commentary on circumcision in South Africa (boys in south africa have to get circumcised (with a knife) in order to be a part of the community, if he's not circumcised he's seen as evil and gay.-person who commented on it).





Also! The 24 Exposures set has been posted. Go look!