SUMMA TIME

Well here it is... summer break. I can't believe how long it's been since I've posted anything. I'm now a high school graduate. Weird. Graduation is such a surreal time... everything is weird. Everyone is so busy right up to graduation, your running towards the end. Filling out scholarship applications, getting last minute homework assignments in, finals, graduation parties and so on. Those last few weeks go by pretty quickly in my eyes and then BAM it's time to do it. Your actually done and before you know it your in that graduation robe trying so hard not to cry. It really is emotional, seeing your parents with tears running down their faces, hearing all the speeches about moving on, just being completely done and not knowing what will come next. I can't really compare it to anything, it's awkward and hot, formal and sad and... surreal. Everyone seems bonded in a way they never could have been in high school. We are all nervous about our next step... excited too. Everyone is connected finally by one thing, the fact that we are all done. I was hugging people I had barely even said a word to all year long. We didn't care anymore. It's really strange because you just leave, school is still in session for everyone else, but your done. You are going to college but there is a big gap in between your graduation and the time that you leave. Everything builds up to one ceremony that is an explosion of everything and then it just pauses. Mellow. Summer time. Its really nice to have a little bit of chill time... it really is but it's still bizarre, what other time in your life does everything just pause? It will be interesting to see how much is going to change in just a few months, how much we're going to give up, how much we are going to gain. It's exciting and sad, new and unreal. But until then, we have endless days of sunshine, parties and concerts, time with the people we love most, time to do nothing. Oh summa time, the weather is sweet.

NIGHT TIME LOVIN

I'm back at Rene's house. We are going to film today... this afternoon... the doctor scene. It's also Keighley's 18th birthday. I want to make her cupcakes and spell out happy birthday in frosting. One letter on each cupcake. Last night we all went to see Sophia in Little Shop of Horrors, the play was actually really good... they casted really well. I brought a whole entourage of people with me. Afterwards we went to dinner. We went to a new place in Basalt, there were eleven of us "young people" which made it into a fabulous evening. Then Sofa, Niko, Rene and I went to her house to slumber and dance.

EVAN IS 14

Evan is having his golden birthday tomorrow. He is 14 on the 14th. I'm making him a cake before school. I got a Hot Wheels to put on the top. Pink frosting.

WWW.BOOKJOURNALS.COM

I though that this was pretty sweet.

SHERPA

Nay and I went out to dinner tonight. We got Nepalese food. It was (of course) delicious. We also met a Sherpa.

I PUNCHED A SPOON BECAUSE I WAS HIGH

This is a bulletin from Myspace that Rene and I found very amusing.
Mine is actually: I kissed 1000 people because that bitch stole my taco. The original post (or at least the one I saw) was... I punched a spoon yadda yadda.

YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH

JANUARY-----------I ATE
FEBRUARY---------I BEAT UP
MARCH-------------I MADE OUT WITH
APRIL---------------I KILLED
MAY-----------------I DREAMT ABOUT
JUNE----------------I PIMP SLAPPED
JULY-----------------I KISSED
AUGUST------------I KICKED
SEPTEMBER--------I MESSED WITH
OCTOBER----------- I SLAPPEDI
NOVEMBER---------I BIT
DECEMBER---------I PUNCHED



- DAY [NUMBER] YOU WERE BORN ON

1--------MY NEIGHBOR
2--------MY BEST FRIEND
3--------MY BEST FRIENDS BOYFRIEND
4--------A LAWN GNOME
5--------NEW BOYFRIEND
6--------A MEXICAN
7--------A SPOON
8--------P.DIDDY
9--------A HOBO
10-------A GOTH
11------- TRUE LOVE
12-------MY BOYFRIEND
13-------HIM/HER
14-------A Slut
15-------A CHEERLEADER
16-------A FOOTBALL PLAYER
17-------A WHITE BOY
18-------A HOBO
19-------A LESBIAN
20-------A SEXY BITCH
21-------A NOODLE
22-------A BANANA
23-------MY EX
24-------A TREE
25-------1000 PEOPLE
26-------YOU
27-------A SKINNY BITCH
28------- MYSELF
29-------A GANGSTER
30-------My Ex
31-------MY UNCLE


- COLOR OF YOUR SHIRT

WHITE--------- BECAUSE IM BALLIN
BROWN----------BECAUSE I WAS HIGH
PINK------------BECAUSE IM A PREP
YELLOW--------BECAUSE THE VOICES TOLD ME TO.
BLUE------------BECAUSE THAT BITCH STOLE MY TACO
GREEN----------BECAUSE THAT’S HOW I ROLL
PURPLE---------BECAUSE I CAN
GRAY------------BECAUSE IM KEEPIN IT GANGSTA
NO SHIRT/IN A TOWEL------BECAUSE IM JUS PLAIN STUPID
ORANGE--------BECAUSE THAT’S HOW I ROLL.
RED-------------BECAUSE I CAN DO THAT SHIT
MAROON-------BECAUSE I WAS DRUNK.
BLACK--------- BECAUSE IM SEXY AND I DO WHATEVER I WANT.
STRIPED--------BECAUSE UR MOM SAID SO
TURQUOISE----BECAUSE I LOVE IT
TAN------------- BECAUSE I SUCK BALLS/VAGINA
TYE DIE---------BECAUSE I WAS IN LOVE
DIFFRNT COLORS----------BECAUSE I love HIM

PHONE INTERVIEW

Have you ever creatively solved a problem?
Have you ever experienced flow?
Interperate it yourself.
I smile when I see old people holding hands.
I think a lot of things are silly.
When other people smile.
Or when anyone smiles.
Regis Philbin. On webmd.
Rene and I. Rock socks. ForeveR. and eva.
WE ARE GOING TO INdian.

THE DOCTOR

Well here I am at Rene's house. She is having a phone interview. I'm having crispy rice! We were going to shoot a scene for her hypochondriac film today but the doctor seems to be a no show. I was so excited to get to shoot in a hospital... after hours. Rene has the hookups. The alternative to this plan is... shopping, food, and bellydancing class. Sophia is down here as well. She is going to Target with her mom to shop for their upcoming trip to Mexico (spring break) and we may tag along. She is down here to go to bellydancing class though and Rene and I have been considering going for a while... also being that it is me and Rene we will get food. With or without Sofa and mama. I have a sneaky plan for Sophia that I would like to execute at some point too. She is performing as Chiffon in the Little Shop of Horrors on Friday and I want to make her a little good luck... thing. She really likes the photo strips at the movie theater so Amelie stylie I would like to spell out a message in each little window box thing. GOOD LUCK SOFA ! :) And I think Rene and I are going to do it tomorrow before student filmfest. Maybe we have a doctor... Rene's momma does work in doctors office. We are trying to find a crazy looking guy.

DANCE DANCE PARTY BASH CELEBRATION SONGS

G-Unit: Wanna get to know ya

Kylie Minogue: Love at first sight

Justin Timberlake ft. TI: My love

Nellie Furtado: Maneater

Oh there are more. I just happen to be into these ones right now. My dog is talking in her sleep. The cutie.

SUPASTARZ

GIRLS LIKE SLEEPOVERS... AND PARTY DANCE BASH MUSIC

Last weekend I had a FABULOUS sleepova with Magtag and Nay Nay. Wine coolers, homemade food, myspace, mash, lemon. Trip to 711 late night stylie complete with the "hey what are you doing later/after this" guys. Ouija, laughing... a lot. Breakfast, sunglasses. Dancing in the grocery store parking lot to Justin Timberlake and Kylie. Supastarz.

"The nachos will think we're no shows"
*Maggiefuckingmouthshutsville*
~Nip nip dribble drips and sphinxtis~
!Guiseppe Andrews and his "zombie bitch maybe girlfriend!

This is what fabulous is all about. Being fantastic. Being a sleepova horror. Laughing. Dancing. And doing nothing... while having the best time.

TIRED AND SLEEPY

I'm really very tired. I've had quite a weekend.
*locked keys in car
*saw Andy's performance (for the second time)
*got lost trying to find 10th mountain division
*spent hours in Carl's with Niko
*went to Joe's bizarre, creepish house
*took a hot tub in my underwear
*sat on a counter in leggings and Audrey Hepburn shirt
*came up with greetings/secret handshakes
*slept in until three
*went to Jacks house
*drew on his mirror
*so did Jesse
*ate dough nuts and ice cream with Rene
*talked about masterbation
*took pictures
*drew "add on people"
*make chocolate chip cookies from scratch
*watched half of the Princess Bride
*drove home at 4 30 in the morning
*ate chocolate chip pancakes
*went skiing
*played cards with my family
*got giant splinter ingrained in my toe
*had my dad take it out with razor blade, magnifine glass and tweezers
*lost a bit of my toe
Ah, there are the basics. I'm going on a hut trip with my school on Wed.... it should be interesting.

THREE BEATLES

ALL ON HIS OWN

SHEEP

This is my sheep. Ian gave him to me.He is pretty darn cute.

FANTASTIC PLASTIC MACHINE

Ian gave me a link to a girl's blog. She is from Barcelona. She had this awesome video. The other is the trailer for The Virgin Suicides. I really like it.

GWAR

I just discovered the metal band Gwar. I have no idea what to think. Its humorous and stupid... twisted and wrong... I really hope people arn't serious about it. I see it as ridiculous but some things are... well they rape a fetus on stage... and so on. I'm really at a loss. It's hard to put my head around. I guess I just have to let it settle or something. Ian thinks they rock.

IAN AND JAMES

Ian is hiding behind James just like I'm hiding behind bug! Thats for you E.

LITTLE SHOP OF HORRORS

I had try outs today! I feel pretty confident right now, I just hope that I get called back tomorrow. It is so much fun to perform. I'm hoping to get the part of one of the black doo wop singers. Their names are Crystal, Chiffon, and Ronnett. The audition consists of three parts, you have to sing, read lines and dance. I was number ten.

Here is a photo of Ian and his cat.

HIDING

SPRING MUSICAL

I'm trying out for the spring musical. We are doing Little Shop of Horrors. I really hope I get a part, I love performing and being on stage. I think I have a good chance because the director is double casting. I went to a music practice this afternoon. Basically they give out some songs from the show and people who are interested get to have some experience, learn the words and tunes before they audition. Sofa and I were late of course. She went to talk to one of her teachers about swapping classes and the next thing you know we are swapping music through Jasper (my jump). Try outs are on Tuesday, call backs are on Wednesday.

IAN

Ian is mine. He is cute and I love him. DINO!

FIN

SENIOR

I just recently got my senior pictures taken by a photographer. I put them into my iphoto so I could make a slideshow to show my parents. I showed them all of the photos and them made my own file of the ones I liked. I think its a little strange that seniors are required to get these fancy photos taken of themselves. But then at the same time it works. It's documenting you before you go off and change everything. Your leaving a piece of yourself at a certain time behind. Like a time capsule. This is me, looking my best, during my last year of high school. Can you believe I've made it? Can you believe how grown up I'm am? In the next few years this time capsule will transform into a young naive girl who still has to experience the world on her own. Or maybe it's just portraying "the best years of my life." I never liked high school much, but I can see why people miss it. It's a huge part of the life you'll be leaving behind. It's a place you've grown comfortable with. It's a place where you can be close to all your securities. The friends you've know , your parents, your house, your car, your siblings, your town. You are tied into a place where everyone is on the same level taking relatively the same classes. It's safe. Despite my understanding, I'm still ready to move one. Live on my own. I still want to be close to the people I love. I want to bring Ian wherever I go. I know I will. Whether he is with me or not. I think I'd also like to bring Sophia, at least for a little while. The others will come and go. I know I'll stay connected to several no matter what. My high school years have helped me grow. I'm ready to move to the next level. Look, I have pictures to prove it.